Welcome! I have created this blog to not only help me, but hopefully help someone else as well. The goal is to loose this weight that has been following me my whole life. I would like to loose 55 lbs in one year. I hope this will inspire at least one person to do this along with me. I believe the more support you have the better!!! Let’s get SKINNY!!!

Friday, January 21, 2011

DAY 19


Tomorrow is my official weigh in day. It doesn’t seem like there is much difference from last week’s weight. My pants feel the same too. I can’t help but think I should be doing something different. Am I doing something wrong?  I hope I have lost at least 1 lb. I guess we will just have to wait until tomorrow to tell. I had a moment this morning where I was feeling really good about all the hard work I have been doing. Then I saw a recent picture of me that looks…..well…..horrible. I keep thinking I am going to see this drastic change soon, but it isn’t happening. I think seeing a picture of the way I look just makes me realize how much I don’t want to look like that anymore. I have a couple big events coming up this year that I would love to look skinnier for. I know it is a slow process but I want if off now!!!

What is better motivation, a picture of yourself thin or a picture of yourself at your biggest? I think a picture of me at my biggest is more motivating than a picture of me thin. I know I feel like a skinny girl trapped inside a fluffy women’s body. Plus it helps me to remember why I am doing all this hard work!

Hope you all have a great day!!